My Interpretation of Walking With God

My interpretation of walking with God in this physical body is that we are divine beings re-experiencing our life review while still living on Earth. After that review, life becomes about asking ourselves what we want to create. For me, that creation is music, writing, and sharing love with the world.

I love music. I love singing, playing guitar, and writing songs. Since awakening to what I believe is my true divine self, I have been experiencing life with a deep sense of peace, gratitude, and bliss.

I remember growing up surrounded by family. As we got older, life naturally pulled us apart while we focused on our own families and responsibilities. That is understandable, but I now feel it is time for humanity to come back together again.

The biggest message God has ever given me is this:

“We all came in divine, and we all leave divine.”

My first experience with God happened when I was around nine years old in 1990. I walked into a church and remember staring at the cross on the wall, wondering who Jesus was. There were two men preaching at the front. One was speaking in tongues while the other preached the Word of God. He said that if anyone felt called to know Jesus, they could come forward and receive prayer.

I was excited, so I ran to the front. The man placed his hand over my head and prayed for me. Nothing dramatic happened physically at the time, but I remember feeling comforted and safe.

Life continued normally after that, but whenever I felt low, I would feel what seemed like a hand touching my right shoulder blade, reassuring me that everything would be alright.

Not long after, I experienced something extraordinary.

In 1990, during a school cross-country event, I was running despite being born with severe asthma. During the race, I developed a painful stitch and struggled to breathe. In that moment, I felt as though I had a choice: stop running or keep going.

I chose to keep running.

The moment I made that choice, I felt something powerful move from my stomach upward through my body and out through my mouth and head. At the time, I did not understand what had happened, but looking back now, I believe it was a divine experience.

Years later, around 2001, I began experiencing what I now understand as a spiritual awakening. I had vivid dreams and visions that felt incredibly real.

One dream stood out deeply. I dreamed I was climbing a ladder attached to the side of a building. Then I saw fire engines surrounded by flames. The dream felt intense and frightening. I woke up with a strong feeling that something terrible was going to happen in America.

About two weeks later, the Twin Towers fell.

At the time, I did not fully understand the dream, but I knew what I had experienced felt real to me.

One of my most meaningful spiritual experiences happened when I was 21 years old, living beside the train tracks on Charles Street in Napier.

This was the first time I truly felt I was “walking with God.”

During this period, I became so spiritually close that I began calling God “Dad.” One day, I felt guided to walk into town. The feeling was unlike anything I had experienced before, almost like floating on air. I trusted completely that everything would be okay.

Eventually, I arrived at a music store. I felt inspired to fill a basket with CDs that I loved. I only had around twenty dollars in my pocket and wondered how I would pay for them.

When I reached the counter, the total came to exactly the amount I had.

Only later did I realize the store was having clearance sales before closing down, but to me it felt like God was showing me love through something joyful and simple.

I went home overwhelmed with gratitude, listening to music, singing, dancing, and feeling free.

The next day, I felt guided to buy a DVD called The Bible. Watching it felt different, almost as though I was seeing through a deeper spiritual perspective.

I remember feeling that humanity was like the builders of Noah’s Ark — spiritually asleep and forgetting who we truly are.

Another powerful experience happened while walking along the beach. I looked behind me and saw footprints beside my own. To me, it symbolized that God had been carrying me through life.

During that walk, I found a piece of clay shaped almost like an instrument, with a perfect circular hole through the middle and smaller holes around it. I felt it symbolized humanity itself — that we are like clay being shaped into something beautiful.

Later, while sitting near the airport, I felt a whisper in my left ear say:

“See that plane taking off? That is you. See that plane sitting still? That is your brother. Don’t ever forget your brother.”

That spiritual experience lasted around two weeks and changed my life forever.

Now, in 2026, I feel as though I have entered another stage of awakening. I feel inspired to create freely through music, writing, creativity, and love.

I have written books in different formats to help explain my experiences more clearly. I also believe more people are spiritually awakening now than ever before.

My understanding is that every person can have a direct relationship with God without needing a middleman.

I envision a future where humanity works together instead of against one another. A world where governments cooperate, religions come together peacefully, and people no longer suffer from hunger or division.

I believe God wants humanity to reunite in love.

Over the years, I have also learned the importance of responsibility and balance. I struggled with alcohol in the past and eventually realized it was harming my life. While I do not believe life should be ruled by fear or judgment, I do believe we are meant to care for ourselves and each other responsibly.

To me, Earth is a beautiful paradise meant to be shared with love, gratitude, and compassion.

Most importantly, I no longer fear death.

I believe we have always been loved, we are loved now, and we always will be loved.

The End.